“I love your long hair you said. So I chopped it off. I love your legs you said So I covered them up I love your slender fingers you said. So I curled them up into fists. I can hear your heart beating you said. So I held my breath”
— April 19th 2017
Whatever life may send your way — make the best of it. Don’t waste your time and energy worrying about it. Instead, find a way to do something about it. Learn from it, adjust to it, be strong, be flexible and be your best in every situation.
“I love your long hair you said. So I chopped it off. I love your legs you said So I covered them up I love your slender fingers you said. So I curled them up into fists. I can hear your heart beating you said. So I held my breath”
— April 19th 2017
I need solitude. I need space. I need air. I need the empty fields round me; and my legs pounding along roads; and sleep; and animal existence.
I think about you every night before I sleep. I imagine you are here with me. With one arm around me and your legs touching me then you kiss my neck and I fall asleep like that. It helps me sleep.
Oh how well we fit
when your legs wrap around mine
under the covers.
I need solitude. I need space. I need air. I need the empty fields round me; and my legs pounding along roads; and sleep; and animal existence.
I love night walks in fall. Coldness bites your cheeks, your lips, makes you feel alive while you make your way through red sea of leaves. You listen to wind playing its notes below your legs, shaking bare tree branches above your head, letting moonlight to shine your path through the darkness and stars to play tricks with your imagination.
Life is boring, except for flowers, sunshine, your perfect legs. A glass of cold water when you are really thirsty. The way bodies fit together. Fresh and young and sweet. Coffee in the morning. These are just moments. I struggle with the in-betweens. I just want to never stop loving like there is nothing else to do, because what else is there to do?
Being together is the miracle, being together and caring. Sleeping together, feet touching, legs touching. Being asleep and together.
